I'm beginning to see
I lived here in Los Angeles
from 1983 to 1994 like a Jewish captive
Homeless for two years
On welfare off and on for two years
until one night at 5 AM
at the corner of Seventh Street & San Pedro
I collapsed
a witness later told me
I just went down like a sack of potatoes he said
after six months of working out of the homeless
shelter I called in sick on Friday
I was fired for this without notice by the so-called Jew
Ten company men surrounded him
apparently to protect him while he did this
Only CHABAD offered help
if encouraging me to ask to be rehired
can be considered that
After eviction from the homeless shelter
from 1984 to 1994 I lived here like an animal
that's what the owner of the Stillwell Hotel called it
they tried for over 10 years
to break my manhood with their ridicule
and my old traveling companion
the anti-semite with money
the owner is either a Jewish Nazi or a Nazi Jew
I found him out in in 1984
Thursday night I got extremely upset
I called in sick Friday
was fired Monday without notice
I had been there over six months
I assumed I had unemployment insurance benefits
but HO HO HO and NO NO NO
(I was then 52 years old)
They put me back on welfare
I remained in the same skid row welfare shelter
until one 5AM I collapsed as described above
with a concussion
several face wounds
the loss of most of my remaining teeth
and interestingly enough in view of future events
what my psychiatrist Dr Naham
(who has guarded me from 1984 until now)
called POSSIBLE NEUROLOGICAL DAMAGE
The luria test results on which he based his remark
were shredded by the VA long ago of course
but I know and my psychiatrist knows
and my neurologist knows and my internist knows
As your father I decided why shouldn't my six children know
not wanting to know is no excuse at my age and in my condition
I still live at
the Stillwell Hotel
I still live at the Stillwell Hotel but now
my little place is ARTUR'S STUDIO
I look and feel and live a lot better
now on disability
than as a so-called
"sales account executive"
the money is about the same
until February 22 1995
then an Atlanta insurance company
will send me monthly checks
that are about 21.6 percent less
until December 1997
I will be then 66
I believe I qualify for the Austrian
reparations program for Jews
with that and YOUR American Social Security
I will go down another 5 or ten percent
that situation will then last
until I die
Right now I cannot legally work
but after 40 years of shit jobs
I want to be and to remain
the free Jew I was born to be
(at last at last)
just like my friends
the studio cockroaches
Isn't this interesting to read
you didn't know did you
and do you know why you didn't know
I'm just curious that's all
its always been that way of course
the Know-Nothings know nothing
they dont want to know anything
they will not study or research or make efforts
to KNOW SOMETHING
Fortunately all of my six children are not Know-Nothings
I dont know or really care anymore
I dont answer
unasked
questions
any more
and I only volunteer
what I want to volunteer
Furthermore, I dont consider myself
obligated to answer ANY question
My answers if any are
always true
I am most comfortable
when
I am asked nothing
As for my working time at the factory
I say in joy and regret NEVER AGAIN!
(but perhaps you've heard that line somewhere before?
Sorry if I've committed the littlest of of little gaffs)
As for Herr Fuehrer Gehr
I cant even afford to die on his pay
so no one from the factory asks anything
or even returns my occasional curiosity calls
of course we might meet some day at
an ERISA hearing
but it will be their war crimes trial
I will remain the same old bothersome
survivor/accuser that you all
once knew and perhaps still remember
after all that's been me for a very long long time
I dont want to be smiled at
I dont want to hear anyone talking trash
if you do I'll just walk away
by the way -- a lighter note
Did you know that Napoleon once said:
THE REAL WINNER AT LOVE
IS THE ONE
THAT JUST WALKS AWAY
YAM YISRAEL CHAI!
and may we all be inscribed
and sealed
for a good and happy year